9 May 2008
Yesterday morning, When i woke up, everthing in my mind was blank, no emotion at all. Like all my feelings all mixed around only execpt cursioutiy and puzzled. I didn't know y. But just suddenly i have no nice memories about him cause normally i saw him i will be crazy like a moron". So yup!! I have nothing. But instead of that i suddenly turned into a emo state for awhile!!!Then just a sudden of flashback memories came along. I flashed about when i first started have crush in Kindergarden days until now. i relised the crushes and adimring you, me, him and her are totally rubbish and it is not love but like. It was just a feeling for someone you saw and wanna know this person more. Love, this word is a very sceretive, suspicious and mystious. And alot of people mixed up the word between Love and Like. What are the difference between this two words. Like ya mean by"I like you, or whatever". Like maybe only because you find this guy or this girl very pretty, handsome or just because of this person is rich. But Love, There are lots and many love. There are sister love, family love or what so ever if you really love someone you wouldn't force him/her to do anything they didn't like, there are many things about love. Some of them might had already found their "True Love". But some just wasted their whole youth days and still waiting for this special person for their entire life. For me I haven't find my "True Love" yet. But I think that those fairytales moive are liked influcence the mind of a child and also those are waiting patiently for it to come. I don't really believed in this ever since this person asked me to forgot about him. yup!! But i sometimes also hopes and dream that there such thing as "True Love". I mean I didn't ask to have happy ever after like the fairytales. But I do hope that Ican find someone I really love and my that special someone that i hope to dream of will love me as how I am. Everyone are not prefect, so i will try to change. Love are a complicated topic as well as a fragile.. So cherish what you have now!!!
Labels: Bits n Bits of Love: Shu Min
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