7 March 2008
I found some pictures that were really very nice!! And i wanna shared with my Friends and my lovely terpines.
Nice or not???
haha enjoy!!
Labels: Love you always: Miss Drama=)
1 screams
This song is so damn bloodly true. I shouldn't waste my time on a deseperate stranger like him!! So I decided to give up on the feeling of seeing him. WAhaha!!! I would like to thanks my lovely friends for support, advices, care, and all my nuts thinking!! It is so silly and damn!!! because i thought of it again whether to meet him or not. And I was emoing away today, listen to my MP3 wondering how was it when i really steady with. I think i should be true to myself. And i think i jus wanna find someone to like. Like what the movie " The Leap Years" said: i better to have LOVE and LOST, and than never have LOVE at all". and one more is " In Love letter there are a lot of "miss" then "love". haha i think it was very true. And i liked Jason Chan acted as "Raymond" so cute. hahas...Thanks ladies I Love your always. I think my Terpines held me alot too!! Although your not here Thanks!! I love your too I still quite curious how the despo look like!! haha dont nod whatever then better dont think anymore!!!!
Labels: God bless by:Shu Min
2 screams
"Wasted"Standing at the back door
She tried to make it fast
One tear hit the hard wood
It fell like broken glass
She said sometimes love slips away
And you just can't get it back
Let's face it
For one split second
She almost turned around
But that would be like pouring rain drops
Back into a cloud
So she took another step and said
I see the way out and
I'm gonna' take it
I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Another glass of whisky but it still don't kill the pain
So he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain
He says it's time to be a man and stop living for yesterday
Gotta face it.
Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted
She kept drivin' along
Till the moon and the sun were floating side-by-side
He looked in the mirror and his eyes were clear
For the first time in a while
Hey, yeah,Oh, I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted
Oh, I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Yeah, yeah
Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted
By Carrie Underwood
0 screams
6 March 2008
I really told myself not to think, but I still thought of it. It was really irritating?? Why am I even think about it?? This is nonsense and insane... I'm so stupid, confused and angry about myself... What is this... Why did I even accepted and agreed chat with a person that I don't know and refuse to show his picture to me? This is ridiculous!! Oh My God... Silly me.. I think i really need a reflextion!! Before it hurt anyone else..
Dear Friends
I really don't mind your to post your comment. Hope to you can suggested what to do???
I'm going NUTS..
Labels: signing off: Miss Drama
3 screams
5 March 2008
Part Three
Then I messaged one of my friends. She was like shocked. She said “OMG then what did I said. I told her everything. She gave me advises that better not meet him cause I doesn’t know him. But she said if I want to meet him she wanted to tag along with me. Haha. I think so to I was also about to ask her. But I think was like why last time when I liked those people why they don’t me. The fate was really making fun of me. Then the person that I don’t like, keep coming. Sigh whatever what’s over had over. Like what I said everything happened for a reason... ok I‘ll stop here good bye!!
Labels: sign off: Miss Drama
2 screams
Part Two
So I started chatting with him, then he started asking me, whether am I looking for fling? I was like “huh” and I asked him what is fling? He told me that was looking for for someone like boyfriend. Of course I said No I’m not, cause I said that I want to concentrate on my studies first. Then I’m thinking is he too desire to find a girlfriend. I mean a young guy like him still have alot of opportunity and got so many pretty and nice girls outside. Why me? And my situation was I think I’m not ready to have a relationship! So never mind!!
Then few days later, I decided to chat with him on MSN to jus make friend and see how he is like in the conservations. He still did not give up. He asked me where I stayed. Where am I studying all this? Then I was quite shocked because he asked me whether he can meet me or not. I said I never even see you before. Then I requested that: why not you put picture at your display area. He said if you meet me then he show me. I said I thought you said that you are very handsome why no girlfriends. He said got mah?? I said got. He said oh I was just kidding one. I said oh, but I said you must confident ma? He said if I be his girlfriend then he will be confident. I was like the.…
I replied: oh. Then when I was about to go offline and i said i'll chat with you tomorrow. He said ok bye then he said I’m looking forward to become your first boyfriend.
I was going to faint and die.
Continue on to Part Three
1 screams
4 March 2008
Part One
It is true? Is God trying to make fun of me? That was really ridiculous! Why is this happen on me.
I said this was because this few days, it was really slacking away at home. And of course processed with my diet lesson at home. I planned my habits of eating, as well as exercise at home, like crunches, warm up, shake here and there and of course practice my vocal at night in shower. Because I wanted to get ready for my next audition on April when I start first day of school Haha. I think it must be noisy hehe. But still I continue to sing.
This was a really ridiculous thing. Because I was playing online game in some website. And using my sister account to play then this guy suddenly chatted with on a private conservation window.
Go to Part Two!!
0 screams
On the day of the audition I was so scared and nervous. Then when I saw my marking for dancing and acting part I got sad. Because I got one mark each out of three points. Then Sunday morning, Mr Lim messages me about whether we got in or not. The result was I didn’t got in. I was so sad that Saturday night I cried out already. Sigh. Then I kept thinking and thinking and asked myself “What did I do wrong”. It goes on and on in my mind. I need to reflex.
I messaged one of my friends that were one of the stage crew members. I told her about my bad news. Now I’m trying to search for songs, scripts that related to the musical. No matter what I must try my best to get in. Even if there isn’t any audition for next intake I will treat it as an experience and do well next year
Labels: Pece: Shu Min
1 screams