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Quiz!! Quiz!!
28 May 2008

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag some people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
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#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
~ ask myself why and don't say anything and go!!

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
~ Study hard go Poly
~ GET GPA 3.8 - 4
~ Go up to the Singapore Flyer with the person that I like!! hehe

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
~ erm I want nice and unforgetable wedding! I think I will prefer the venue at a Garden or Beach
~ And must get married in a Chruch!!
*haha*

#4 Are you hungry?
~ not really just feel like eating!!

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
~ He must not smoke, caring, tall abt(170), must make me laugh!! and many more

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~ both lah! bt the feeling of being loved by sumone is better but if the person u love dont love u. Then too bad!!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
~ haha i will wait for him!!
~ And I believe that if he is the one you been looking for! Then he will be!

#8 If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is already attached, what would you do?
~ I cry for few days and then will let him go!!! And will be happy for him!!

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
~ nope but sometimes i will!! depending on the day itself & my mood. but when i'm friend, I feel happy and glad

#10 Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
~ hmm.. yeah!!
#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
~ erm not so sure!! But I think i will be studying and work!!

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
~ my family=D
~ my friends**

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
~ Half half!!

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
~ i'll rather b single & rich. cos still young and can find better one.HAHA!!

#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
~ force myself to wake up, brush up, get change..etc

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
~ erm no. i won't giv up my life and left my friends n family alone.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
~ the one care and treat me the best!

#18 Would you rather be friend with a geek who is a really nice guy or a super hawt dude but really isnt that nice to you(treats you badly as a friend, etc)?
~ Are you kidding!! A geek! geeks are smart and I quite like their culture but prefer korean haha!!
*wink*

#19 What are your friends usually like?
~ they are crazy & funny & nice too!!


#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
~ ok i hate ppl who is irrtating, backstabber, don't nod how to explain!!

The following pls contiune the quiz:
*Felicia*
*Christine*
*Chloe*
*Shirley*

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Someone help me PLS!!!

Wah lau, today AFD test suck like hell lo!! stupid crap!! I dont understand why Madam Siti gave do the format not like that lo! Then she today give us a totally different format of paper. So funny! Normally give us one need to calculate the cash at bank or one of the debtor or creditors money. But today totally no need to find sia!! And the money under the the debtors and creditor, she seperated into DR cash in bank CR cash at bank. I can really die lo! And when i looked at the qns, there are alot of question mark lo!! Sucks man!! How do you aspect us to find sia!! I confirm will fail for the Cash Book test!! faint***. And I still got to retest the double entry test!! This one I dont mind!! But cash book question, I in CA2 don't come out. If not i will!!! I mustn't give up!!! I will ask my new friend from Accounting to teach me!! I beg you!! hehe.

Today at BFD class, I think I am hyper and crazy!! Don't why suddenly so hyper!! sigh. Now I becoming to like BFD more!! HAHA.. It is a good start!! I must get A!!!

Today I still never talked to him... But I asked the pinky whether want to eat chocolate anot haha!!

Whatever ok!! I will stop here!!

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Just Fine!!
23 May 2008


Yeah!! I'm back!!! I'm so happy!! I finally update my blog background!!Haha!! Thanks to Louise!!

Today I thought he wasn't coming for class. But when everyone was doing AFD test, then he came. After he reached, he hurried he settle doing. Then suddenly he went out! I think he went to Gent i think! Maybe he still hasn't recover his illness!!

Anyway Today's test for both AFD & OFA are all right!! At OFA test i was about to my documents out. Then suddenly i heard the irritating person " said print again ah!!". I was like the... Is it your problem?? Just shut up and do your work la! busybody!!

Well it is quite a pleasant day today. But It's hot!! Oh gosh!!

And tomorrow I must go school for NDP to learn magic!! hAHa so excited!!

Ok I'll stop here!!

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Mix & Match
22 May 2008


Erm I don't know what to blog!! But just wanna blog for the sake of my fellow peers!! Yup I'm fine!! And today he finally came back to school!! Oh God Bless!! Maybe i think because he was really very ill last week!! So Thank God!! Haha and I didn't talk to him as usual like the first day of school! haha!! Maybe I'm still not ready! So... sorry!!

Sigh the OFA project kept on pushed the date here and there. But still we have to present it to Mr Quek at our computer where sat in the com lab. Oh no!! I haven't finish and i couldn't cos maximum 12 slides.. HOW TO SQUEEZE?

Sigh I will be alone starting from tomorrow my sister going hike with her stupid student!! haha! Hope my sister and the rest will be back save and sound!! I Love You!! Jie!!

And Here for my fellow peers!! Thank you!! For reading my blog and gave me advises! I know your are having a hard time reading it! So here my font size!!

I'll blog again soon!!

Ok Take Care everyone!! Love YA!!

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That how love is all about!!!!
20 May 2008


I think I've been a little hushed on him while messaged him!!! I know he is a little greedy two like to people. But maybe he really had feelings towards them. During his first day of work?! Although at times, It's really hurt to think back!! But I guess it time to let him go!! Cause maybe he is not one...

Even if like what my have friend said "I still have two years to impress him". Even if I manage to impress him after two years, I will still not accept it. Cause I've already have a scar there. But it will be impossible for him to like me!! So I will just let him go and hope then the person that he like will accept him and i will be glad and happy for him!! That's sound horribly silly and stupid but ya i still have to be friend with him for less than two year so i hope that he will forget everything and come back to school soon!! Time after time we will slowly forget about all the unpleasant memories and be friends!!!

I will pretend nothing had happened and contiune my life!!! I remembered i told my silbings and cried on their arms and they said i cried until very ugly haha i dont wanna konw haha!!! Whenever things had happened jus had to let it go. And I must learn from my mistake not to do it again!!! ok ok I blog soon!! Oh no Accounts getting tougher and tougher!! I hope i can cope with it! God Bless ME!!

My bad memories soon will faded. Bit by bit as the time pass!!! And new Journey and experience will begin!!! That's how I will grow up!!! I believe in it!!!

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My Heart Shattered into Pieces!!
17 May 2008


Yesterday was a very unlucky and bad day for me!!! Because received a very shocking and heart breaking messages from him!!!
Before he replied back to me! I actually messaged him good night message before he sleep, Cause he was working! So i wanna sent messages to cheer him up!! So yesterday I sent him!! Then about 11.37pm, I was about to close my eyes for a moment. Then suddenly he replied me and thanked me for messaging him and he said I'm trying to express something to him. Of course wouldn't him first so i replied him maybe haha jus wanna message to a friend like you!!

Then he told me that he had two people worked with him in his workplace that are impt to him!! Immediately I was awoken and looked properly. I thought that i am dreaming! But "NO" I wasn't. I was shocked and my heart broke into million of pieces when i saw the messages. At the moment i don't what to do so i called Prema for help she didn't picked up then i called Irazh and told her. After that i try to replied him!!

Of course i'm sad and cried. when I want to cry but like my heart are holding me back and my chest felt a sudden of hot air heating very hard! I was shevering!!

But I thought and I thought he really awesome cause even one of them rejected him he still continued to be their guardian angel and continued protect them.

Although my heart had shattered into pieces, I still wanna like him and know him more!!! I know I'm stupid and silly, but still i wanna talk to him more and I hope to be his guardian angel!!!


And Thank You Prema and Irazh and Louise too!! For your time and advises I love always!!!

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I'm in a sway mood...
14 May 2008


I feel so stupid and silly!!! That been fool once, twice and now I'm still a stupid fool!!! Why God!! Why are you doing this yo me? When i was sad, depressed and about to give up on him you give me hope again!! why is this?? Although I know that everything happened for a reason, but still why are you playing this complicated feelings games!! It wasn't fun at all... Just now at AFD, I was so aggravated hearing voice. But other half of me told to tolerate and keep contiune to like him.. sigh!!

After AFD class, Prema, Irazh, Faiz and me rushed to Tampines, Century Square, Food Culture and eat. After eating I told them about the inccident. Then Prema and Irazh gave me a advised to move forward and make a initiative to messaged him first!! But I was very nervous. Then I decided to text him a message and ask him about the Cash Discount, cash and Bank Book thingy and etc... It's so complicated but still ok la!! Then I waited and waited for him to reply. But there wasn't any messages. Then when about 11.30 pm. I heard my phone rang. Then I went to taka look who this person was. At first I thought it was my friend. But when i looked at my phone, the message like weird. Then I looked at the named WOW it was him oh my!! But I told myelf not to execpt so much.

I think this lyrics was so true!!

This was by New Horizon - Only Reminds Me of You

Verse 1:

I see you, beside me

It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know
Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
Verse 2:
I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
Everything we've been through before
Now it means so much more the end
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
Only you…
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see…
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
You, You,
It only reminds me of you!!!
What should i do? Should I contiune to like him or just give up. I think no one can help me not even God!! I have to depend on myself!! I still believe there's God around!!
Ok!! I 'll again soon ok!!

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Love vs Like
9 May 2008

Yesterday morning, When i woke up, everthing in my mind was blank, no emotion at all. Like all my feelings all mixed around only execpt cursioutiy and puzzled. I didn't know y. But just suddenly i have no nice memories about him cause normally i saw him i will be crazy like a moron". So yup!! I have nothing. But instead of that i suddenly turned into a emo state for awhile!!!Then just a sudden of flashback memories came along. I flashed about when i first started have crush in Kindergarden days until now. i relised the crushes and adimring you, me, him and her are totally rubbish and it is not love but like. It was just a feeling for someone you saw and wanna know this person more. Love, this word is a very sceretive, suspicious and mystious. And alot of people mixed up the word between Love and Like. What are the difference between this two words. Like ya mean by"I like you, or whatever". Like maybe only because you find this guy or this girl very pretty, handsome or just because of this person is rich. But Love, There are lots and many love. There are sister love, family love or what so ever if you really love someone you wouldn't force him/her to do anything they didn't like, there are many things about love. Some of them might had already found their "True Love". But some just wasted their whole youth days and still waiting for this special person for their entire life. For me I haven't find my "True Love" yet. But I think that those fairytales moive are liked influcence the mind of a child and also those are waiting patiently for it to come. I don't really believed in this ever since this person asked me to forgot about him. yup!! But i sometimes also hopes and dream that there such thing as "True Love". I mean I didn't ask to have happy ever after like the fairytales. But I do hope that Ican find someone I really love and my that special someone that i hope to dream of will love me as how I am. Everyone are not prefect, so i will try to change. Love are a complicated topic as well as a fragile.. So cherish what you have now!!!

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I simply love the sky and the cloud!!!

Yeah!!! Finally I had recover from fever 1 week ago... I just simply love to look at the sky and clouds. Cause there are beautiful and when I'm sad, happy or whatever my emotions are. I will just looked at them. Cause I think by looking at it. it makes me wonder wow how beautiful the sky and clouds can be and how luck i am to be on earth see many beautiful things. And also how wonderful can that be when the wind blows the cloud, it forms various shapes and sizes of the cloud. Somwtimes i wonder"Are the cloud trying to tell me something...erm".Yup! When i my day was moody once i looked up at the sky i will slowly calmed myself down. So i am really thankful, blessful and fortune to everything around me!!! Haha I love you all!!!

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