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24 February 2009

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!;D
Monica - Angel of Mine
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

I look at you looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm here for now, you helped me grow

Chorus :You came into my life sent from above
When I lost the hope you show me love
I'm checkin for you boy your right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me then what we share
No one in this world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show

[Chorus]
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if they were new
Every breath that I take
The love that we make
I only share it with you
You, You, You, You
[Repeat *]

[Chorus]
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm here for now you helped me grow
I look at you looking at meNow I know why they say the best things are free
Checkin' for you boy your right on time
Angel of Mine



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Hey Everyone!!!


I'm here!!! haha... Exams only left one week plus... I'm still suck @ unit 1... haiz...


Anyway I am so happy n enjoyed on last Saturday... wahaha...

And yesterday was a annoying and manpus night... my grandma forced to eat her food sia... Bcos yesterday she came in to the room and asked me...

My grandma: I cooked this food. Inside got egg, potato n meat

Me: huh? what meat??

My grandma: what mean?? I wouldn't anyhow put meat

Me: i dun one eat

My grandma: eat la, i cooked already!! you try

Me: i dun one (I actually wanted to ask her out... but she insist)

Then i no choose see her face like very sad... I pray n hope that God will forgive me!!


Then i put inside and pretend to chew... Oh my god I feel so disgusted!!! After that she still ask me to eat with rice sia... luckily i said i dun want!!

Then when the door was close, I hurried up grab tissues and throw out the food!! OMG!!!

Then when I was on my phone with Hazirah... My nenek suddenly came in.

And said:

My grandma: U bettter dont follow the Malays eat mutton and beef huh? "We" pray goddess want cannot eat...


Me: ya, i dont...(I just pretend lah)



My grandma: u know good...

Then I was like oh god... continued chatting n rinsed my mouth n of cos DOA lah... That's the most disgusting things man... Imagine... the stupid oil all over your, the meat(pork)... if u used the pot to cook other that is Halal... still nvm... But now she used the pot that is haram for me...eeewww


Then I didn't talked to my nenek today... She came in wow, still playing com ah... I ignore her... I know lah i'm bad... But If i think it another way, maybe it was a test from God(SWT)... so ya probably it is a test... But no matter what hope God (SWT) will forgive me... Insyallah...


Actually intended and the purpose for me to stop eating that Haram pork... So that I could know... But she spoilt but It's not all her fault la... But even if she give me or not I will still not eat la!!!


ya!!! That's all for today!!


Good Luck everyone for the upcoming exam and
Dayah good luck you can do it!! Cheer up!! =)


I always believe that in RELATIONSHIP the following are very important:



1st: COMMUNICATION - communications are impt, if not communication couples won't able to know each other better... After communicate with each other and u know the person well and will process to trust


2nd: TRUST - Trust are very impt no trust there will be no love.... When you trust one another the love with each other will increase...


Last but not least


LOVE - Love is a very simple thing... But humans make it complicated and let themselves miserable... that's y we saw lots of gays n lesbians... but no offend ya!!!

"LOVE is everywhere.... Love yourself first them learn to love others...".

Ok!!! Everyone deserve to find love but DON'T anyhow make love... haha so rythms...
I'm a genius!!! haha

And once you love that person don't things that make him or her hurt...



ps: ILOVEYOU!!



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18 February 2009

Hi...

I apologised for not updating my blog... Sorry... Erm what should i blog....

Happened alot of things... But I guess this just the begining of LIFE and will still contiune will lots of ups & downs... so i'll preserve till the day i leave this beautiful world...


Exam are approaching... but i not yet study... hehe... I'm so naughty... And Arab Class going to end very soon!! Just three more weeks to go... I don't know whether to contiune the Intermediate Class or not... sigh... But good news is I'm going for Solat tutorial 2 @ Darul Arqam... Haha I can't wait to learn more recitations..=D


I thought about things that are making myself miserable... And I told my Godma and Dayah abt it... They both agreed that if loving someone is making u sad or miserable... I should let him go...
After I told Dayah about it n also while browsing through his pics i suddenly fleshed back the happy moments with him, and tears rushing through from my eyes and thought about what she said... So finally a decision was made to let him go... Eventhough it is the difficult thing to do, but I will try... And I think I'm still young... My sister said he is just a boy... cos she accidently saw my conservsation with my Godma... ya...



Cos I have no idea at all whether he knew or not... But to let him not feel weird n odd with we all go out ya... I decided... to let him go


All right, let's change subject... I had lots of fun last Sunday... I went for a panic @ Changi Beach together with Hazirah's Madrasah friend... Cos I promised her house to help her to cook... haha... fun!!

I fried most of the Chicken, Chicken franks, potong tomato, gralic n many more... very very fun... I made new friends2... everything was fantistic.... (=
haha... ya and I went to the "Gaza Donation Drive" on Sunday 8 February 09'. Met Hazirah @ Bukit Gombak.... n collected my tin and briefing... n off we go...
It was so hot that day but it's worth it... And guess how much we raised all together...$27,882.95... wow Alhumdulilllah... We had met the target.... hehe


Ok I'll stop bye...


PS: Letting go the one you love is the hardest thing, but i'll try...



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