8 April 2009
Hi everyone!!
Mmm... Where should I start? It happened alot of things at the end of March & beginning of April... Which was like now!!!
If I can I really didn't want to face the REALITY... But it's a test God has place us in to overcome all this hardships...
I really wanna apologised to My Beloved two sisters who had been helping me to hide to the turth from my Uncle and Grandma... Thank You for always being there when I need both of you... And willingly to help me, stand by me and be by my side... Sorry for all the burdens that i had caused and troubled the both of you... I really didn't your to be with me when Uncle confront me this Saturday... I think I should take the cause of every responsiblities... And still thank you for backing me up!!
If really there's one day that both of you couldn't bare it... I shall face it myself and continue moving on... And Thank you for the two friends who had supported me, encourage me... And I know that God will not give us problems that we cannot settle... Insyallah!!!!
But It's just disappointed me that my grandma actually did such a things that are so no logic!!! If you think by throwing my Prayer stuffs and baju away will make me listen and obey... I'm sorry, you are wrong... No matter how many times you wanna throw... My answer will still be the same... Frankly speaking that I'm very2 sad, disappointed, angry and wanted to confront you... But I did not!! Cause no matter what you are still my grandma... And it's really stupid and unlogical to confront... There must be some way...
But all I can do is to do Doa and Insyallah that everything will be fine!! And my will power must be strong!!!
Ya Allah,
I pray that YOU will grant me with a strong will, protect me, guide me, forgive me, grant me with Knowledge that I can learn things easier and heal me when I'm hurt and also seek you when I need you... And I will always remember what I had owe you... You created me from soil and make everything that PREFECT... I will always remember you presence... Please guide me to the STRAIGHT PATH!!!
Ameen
And I'm going to Batam this coming Friday!! And I'll be looking towards it!! Before the REALITY shows up... Insyallah!!
Ameen
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