14 May 2008
I feel so stupid and silly!!! That been fool once, twice and now I'm still a stupid fool!!! Why God!! Why are you doing this yo me? When i was sad, depressed and about to give up on him you give me hope again!! why is this?? Although I know that everything happened for a reason, but still why are you playing this complicated feelings games!! It wasn't fun at all... Just now at AFD, I was so aggravated hearing voice. But other half of me told to tolerate and keep contiune to like him.. sigh!!
After AFD class, Prema, Irazh, Faiz and me rushed to Tampines, Century Square, Food Culture and eat. After eating I told them about the inccident. Then Prema and Irazh gave me a advised to move forward and make a initiative to messaged him first!! But I was very nervous. Then I decided to text him a message and ask him about the Cash Discount, cash and Bank Book thingy and etc... It's so complicated but still ok la!! Then I waited and waited for him to reply. But there wasn't any messages. Then when about 11.30 pm. I heard my phone rang. Then I went to taka look who this person was. At first I thought it was my friend. But when i looked at my phone, the message like weird. Then I looked at the named WOW it was him oh my!! But I told myelf not to execpt so much.
I think this lyrics was so true!!
This was by New Horizon - Only Reminds Me of You
After AFD class, Prema, Irazh, Faiz and me rushed to Tampines, Century Square, Food Culture and eat. After eating I told them about the inccident. Then Prema and Irazh gave me a advised to move forward and make a initiative to messaged him first!! But I was very nervous. Then I decided to text him a message and ask him about the Cash Discount, cash and Bank Book thingy and etc... It's so complicated but still ok la!! Then I waited and waited for him to reply. But there wasn't any messages. Then when about 11.30 pm. I heard my phone rang. Then I went to taka look who this person was. At first I thought it was my friend. But when i looked at my phone, the message like weird. Then I looked at the named WOW it was him oh my!! But I told myelf not to execpt so much.
I think this lyrics was so true!!
This was by New Horizon - Only Reminds Me of You
Verse 1:
I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know
Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
Verse 2:
I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
Everything we've been through before
Now it means so much more the end
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
Only you…
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see…
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
You, You,
It only reminds me of you!!!
What should i do? Should I contiune to like him or just give up. I think no one can help me not even God!! I have to depend on myself!! I still believe there's God around!!
Ok!! I 'll again soon ok!!
Labels: swaying mood by: Shu Min
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