And yesterday was a annoying and manpus night... my grandma forced to eat her food sia... Bcos yesterday she came in to the room and asked me...

Then i no choose see her face like very sad... I pray n hope that God will forgive me!!


Then i put inside and pretend to chew... Oh my god I feel so disgusted!!! After that she still ask me to eat with rice sia... luckily i said i dun want!!

Then when the door was close, I hurried up grab tissues and throw out the food!! OMG!!!

Then when I was on my phone with Hazirah... My nenek suddenly came in.

And said:

Then I was like oh god... continued chatting n rinsed my mouth n of cos DOA lah... That's the most disgusting things man... Imagine... the stupid oil all over your, the meat(pork)... if u used the pot to cook other that is Halal... still nvm... But now she used the pot that is haram for me...eeewww

Then I didn't talked to my nenek today... She came in wow, still playing com ah... I ignore her... I know lah i'm bad... But If i think it another way, maybe it was a test from God(SWT)... so ya probably it is a test... But no matter what hope God (SWT) will forgive me... Insyallah...


Actually intended and the purpose for me to stop eating that Haram pork... So that I could know... But she spoilt but It's not all her fault la... But even if she give me or not I will still not eat la!!!


ya!!! That's all for today!!


Good Luck everyone for the upcoming exam and
Dayah good luck you can do it!! Cheer up!! =)


I always believe that in RELATIONSHIP the following are very important:



1st: COMMUNICATION - communications are impt, if not communication couples won't able to know each other better... After communicate with each other and u know the person well and will process to trust


2nd: TRUST - Trust are very impt no trust there will be no love.... When you trust one another the love with each other will increase...


Last but not least


LOVE - Love is a very simple thing... But humans make it complicated and let themselves miserable... that's y we saw lots of gays n lesbians... but no offend ya!!!

"LOVE is everywhere.... Love yourself first them learn to love others...".

Ok!!! Everyone deserve to find love but DON'T anyhow make love... haha so rythms...
I'm a genius!!! haha

And once you love that person don't things that make him or her hurt...

And yesterday was a annoying and manpus night... my grandma forced to eat her food sia... Bcos yesterday she came in to the room and asked me...

Then i no choose see her face like very sad... I pray n hope that God will forgive me!!


Then i put inside and pretend to chew... Oh my god I feel so disgusted!!! After that she still ask me to eat with rice sia... luckily i said i dun want!!

Then when the door was close, I hurried up grab tissues and throw out the food!! OMG!!!

Then when I was on my phone with Hazirah... My nenek suddenly came in.

And said:

Then I was like oh god... continued chatting n rinsed my mouth n of cos DOA lah... That's the most disgusting things man... Imagine... the stupid oil all over your, the meat(pork)... if u used the pot to cook other that is Halal... still nvm... But now she used the pot that is haram for me...eeewww

Then I didn't talked to my nenek today... She came in wow, still playing com ah... I ignore her... I know lah i'm bad... But If i think it another way, maybe it was a test from God(SWT)... so ya probably it is a test... But no matter what hope God (SWT) will forgive me... Insyallah...


Actually intended and the purpose for me to stop eating that Haram pork... So that I could know... But she spoilt but It's not all her fault la... But even if she give me or not I will still not eat la!!!


ya!!! That's all for today!!


Good Luck everyone for the upcoming exam and
Dayah good luck you can do it!! Cheer up!! =)


I always believe that in RELATIONSHIP the following are very important:



1st: COMMUNICATION - communications are impt, if not communication couples won't able to know each other better... After communicate with each other and u know the person well and will process to trust


2nd: TRUST - Trust are very impt no trust there will be no love.... When you trust one another the love with each other will increase...


Last but not least


LOVE - Love is a very simple thing... But humans make it complicated and let themselves miserable... that's y we saw lots of gays n lesbians... but no offend ya!!!

"LOVE is everywhere.... Love yourself first them learn to love others...".

Ok!!! Everyone deserve to find love but DON'T anyhow make love... haha so rythms...
I'm a genius!!! haha

And once you love that person don't things that make him or her hurt...