17 May 2008
Yesterday was a very unlucky and bad day for me!!! Because received a very shocking and heart breaking messages from him!!!
Before he replied back to me! I actually messaged him good night message before he sleep, Cause he was working! So i wanna sent messages to cheer him up!! So yesterday I sent him!! Then about 11.37pm, I was about to close my eyes for a moment. Then suddenly he replied me and thanked me for messaging him and he said I'm trying to express something to him. Of course wouldn't him first so i replied him maybe haha jus wanna message to a friend like you!!
Then he told me that he had two people worked with him in his workplace that are impt to him!! Immediately I was awoken and looked properly. I thought that i am dreaming! But "NO" I wasn't. I was shocked and my heart broke into million of pieces when i saw the messages. At the moment i don't what to do so i called Prema for help she didn't picked up then i called Irazh and told her. After that i try to replied him!!
Of course i'm sad and cried. when I want to cry but like my heart are holding me back and my chest felt a sudden of hot air heating very hard! I was shevering!!
But I thought and I thought he really awesome cause even one of them rejected him he still continued to be their guardian angel and continued protect them.
Although my heart had shattered into pieces, I still wanna like him and know him more!!! I know I'm stupid and silly, but still i wanna talk to him more and I hope to be his guardian angel!!!
And Thank You Prema and Irazh and Louise too!! For your time and advises I love always!!!
Labels: heart shattered spoke by: Shu Min
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