20 May 2008
I think I've been a little hushed on him while messaged him!!! I know he is a little greedy two like to people. But maybe he really had feelings towards them. During his first day of work?! Although at times, It's really hurt to think back!! But I guess it time to let him go!! Cause maybe he is not one...
Even if like what my have friend said "I still have two years to impress him". Even if I manage to impress him after two years, I will still not accept it. Cause I've already have a scar there. But it will be impossible for him to like me!! So I will just let him go and hope then the person that he like will accept him and i will be glad and happy for him!! That's sound horribly silly and stupid but ya i still have to be friend with him for less than two year so i hope that he will forget everything and come back to school soon!! Time after time we will slowly forget about all the unpleasant memories and be friends!!!
I will pretend nothing had happened and contiune my life!!! I remembered i told my silbings and cried on their arms and they said i cried until very ugly haha i dont wanna konw haha!!! Whenever things had happened jus had to let it go. And I must learn from my mistake not to do it again!!! ok ok I blog soon!! Oh no Accounts getting tougher and tougher!! I hope i can cope with it! God Bless ME!!
My bad memories soon will faded. Bit by bit as the time pass!!! And new Journey and experience will begin!!! That's how I will grow up!!! I believe in it!!!
Labels: Experience new life sopke by: Shu Min
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